I don't like myself becoming all too dependent on him. I don't want to depend on anybody. I always end up being left out in the cold. I cannot let myself into the same situation again, where I gave myself away so much I lost everything in the process. I was a little girl lost in the night forest. I do not want to be there yet again. I keep running away and sometimes it tires me but it doesn't bother me. I just want to run as fast I could. I'd rather run while scared, that stay and still scared.