One day soon

It's all have sunk in already. The reality that I basically have a "mistress" ID. So they're stalking me through FB. It was horrifying to see my own photo being sent to me by one of her so-called friends. Lucky I was able to keep my cool and didn't give anything away. I have to stay where I am, not go down to any level, maybe lower than where I already am. I know I do not deserve any dignity at all, as far as what they think about me is concerned. I do not have any right to be happy, to reach my dreams, to live the life I deserve. But hey, what if I do? I know a lot of other "mistresses" living their life to the fullest. And the man I am with, he just wouldn't let go. Of our dreams, of our relationship, of me. And I read from somewhere that's more than enough reason to keep going and never give up on our journey no matter how difficult. My mistress story can be one of the few that will tell of love and forgiveness, and not the usual script you see in movies that is riddled with lust and hate. Those factors are somehow present in our story, no matter how much I try to conceal it, or deal with it in a way that doesn't scandalize our entire life and the life of our family, friends, those closest to us. Actually right now, if I can only let go of my emotions, I am enraged by the fact that these people have just proven to me that I am at their mercy. They can just spread my photos and tag me all they like. I am angry, because I feel I do not deserve it. I am angry because I know I do not have the right in any way to complain. A mistress deserves a life of hell, right? Anyway, enough with this rant. I will get over this soon. For now, I just have to cope. And keep going. One day soon, life will be better.