I won't fight back with any of you any more. I know I can never win. Yes, I am an adulterer and there is absolutely no way I can justify that. So in here I hide away, grimace in pain until I'm too exhausted. What else could I do, anyway. I made a mistake. People call it a mistake. Somehow I can agree. But I still choose to believe that life must go on and I only have lessons to learn. There are times when I am consumed with anger, how can these people judge me, and yet, what right do I have to demand for compassion. Even the very person I risked my life for, call me a bitch. I guess there's nothing more to a kerida, a mistress, than be treated the way I deserve. I take responsibility for all that I did. I cannot bring back time. I can only learn and become better. Gin agyan ko man na. Nang babaye man ang bana ko anay. So I know the pain na gin cause ko sa iban. But at this point in my life, I'm just grateful nga nag reach na ko sa setback. Now I can start making amends. Sige lang. Dunuta nyo lang ko. Jesus was there for Magdalene di ba. I will choose the trust the Lord. That his love encompasses everything and everyone. In stead of fighting back, I will commit my time in praying for all of you, tanan kamo nga naga persecute sa akon sa akon pagka tawo kag pagka babaye. I can't blame you. Akon man ni hinumuan. I will wait on the Lord. And while I do, pisanan ko ang pag bag-o. I will become better. Amo lang na ma promise ko sa inyo.