Sunday, September 19, 2010
Lately the wife has been bantering me in text messages telling me to stay away…finally I lost my patience and replied and told her she should tell that to her husband. I tried to appear as cool and unaffected as I could get. But the truth is I nearly fainted. If she only knows the real story. I have been wanting to stay away. I tried many times. But every time, he would be like a little boy crying and pleading. It would kill him, he would say.
It would kill me too, he should know that. But with the reality of his wife and kids, what dagger is there that cannot cause my death?
I resent the wife and her existence. Especially knowing how she is to him and what are her ‘areas of concern’ for him. Then again once in a while I would wickedly think it’s better that way. At least I know I am so much better.
I tried making friends with her before, tried giving her tips how to make her man stay faithful and in love with her. But she shooed me away anyway, which made me less and less guilty to be staying in love with her husband.
If only she let me in. It would have been different for all of us these days.
It would kill me too, he should know that. But with the reality of his wife and kids, what dagger is there that cannot cause my death?
I resent the wife and her existence. Especially knowing how she is to him and what are her ‘areas of concern’ for him. Then again once in a while I would wickedly think it’s better that way. At least I know I am so much better.
I tried making friends with her before, tried giving her tips how to make her man stay faithful and in love with her. But she shooed me away anyway, which made me less and less guilty to be staying in love with her husband.
If only she let me in. It would have been different for all of us these days.
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