Tuesday, October 5, 2010

It was one fleeting moment when he said he can leave everything for me. Right at that moment, it was a dream. I was in a daze. I was in wonderland. Now I am awake and I am trying to recall everything single moment. He was holding me in my face, looking at me straight in my eyes and told me he can run away with me, from the world, fromm everything. It was pure madness. It seems pretty clear to me right now already. And I am hurt, so hurt I cannot even bear to breathe. I wish he didn't say it at all. I wish I didn't see him that night, when he was so missing me and the lovemaking. How could I be so stupid.